November 28, 2004

1.1.2.8.0.4 XXX:III


Sa Aking Kaarawan --

Salamat Panginoon sa biyaya mong
buhay at pagmamahal.


Salamat sa aking ama at ina
Na sa akin ay nagbigay buhay at gumabay
Sana ay nandito ka pa mahal kong ama
Mama, lagi kong hangad ang makapiling ka

Salamat sa iyo aking kapatid
Marunong umunawa at laging mapagparaya
Pasensya na at ako ang anak na mas pinalad
Nawa'y ang pagmamahal ng isang kuya ay maging sapat

Salamat sa inyo aking kaibigan
Kapag kinakailangan, laging nandyan
Bakit ganon, parang ang swerte ko
Maraming nagmamahal saan man tumungo

At higit sa lahat

Salamat sa aking mahal na asawa
Ang mga sakripisyo mo sobra-sobra
Hindi ko alam kung paano ko masusuklian
Basta ako'y sa iyo magpakailan man

Salamat sa bunga ng ating pagmamahalan
Zoe Elianna, ang karugtong ng ating buhay
Sya ang nagbibigay tibay sa ating pagmamahalan
Nawa'y masundan na nang lalong sumaya sa ating bahay

Salamat panginoon sa biyaya mong buhay at pagmamahal.....

- - o O o - -

Mom, thank you for your love and sacrifices. I wouldn't be here if not for you.
My brothers and sisters, thank you for your love and wishes.
To all my brothers-in-law and sisters-in-law, thank you for your love and support.
To my mother-in-law, you've always been my second mom. Thank you.
To all my friends, thank you for not forgetting this wonderful day.
To all my neighbors who came to celebrate, I really appreciate it.
Thank you to the x-ppcc group, the pup-coe93 group, ace-riders group, and my officemates.

To my beloved wife, thank you for all your sacrifices and your love all these years.
To my daughter Zoe, thank you for the song this morning.

- - o O o - -
Hindi sana kami maghahanda kaso nagluto rin si Ijo. Pat and his wife Marichu came in the afternoon to watch Troy. They brought their three kids with them so we watched Spy Kids 3D first. Mike and Marivic called and they also wanted to come and see the Troy movie so we waited for them. They all came with food so that was great. Halfway thru the movie, Ruth and her family came over and watched the movie as well.
That pretty much made my day a little bit more fun.

November 15, 2004

Su - Oh - Dey

It is Monday, but I am here at home. I called my boss and told him I will work from home because my muscles are still sore from playing basketball last saturday. I love tele-commuting because I get to spend more time with my family. Especially seeing what Zoe does during the day.

Next week, she will turn 2 years and 2 months old. She has been talking a lot lately. It's very enjoyable for both me and my wife to hear her speak because most of the words she say just really sound funny. One of our favorites is su-oh-dey. She delivers this word like she is singing. She has been saying this word for weeks and not until recently did we discover what she was really trying to say.

'Twas the night of the holloween trick-or-treating. She has received a lot of candies and chocolates and some cookies and some small toys. So, as we were browsing on her candy-bag, I was reading her some of the labels on the wrappers and she would repeat it. Candy, keydi as she would pronounce it. Cookies, cookies. Whistle, whistle. Then, I grabbed a chocolate and told her what it's called. And she said --- Su-oh-day !!!!

These are some of the words she could say but really sounded funny :

Spider : As-ta-yu
I Love You : A-wa-vu
Good Night : A-night
What Happened? : Wat-ha-pis
Who's That? : Who-da?

Hay Naku : Ay-Na-U

November 14, 2004

Salo-salo sa Hapunan

Earlier this afternoon, Mike came over to our house and invited us to dinner at their house. I was gonna invite them that time to watch the "Stepfords Wives" DVD but dinner sounded better.

Ijo, my wife, made a delicious molo soup and some steamed shu-mai's. Zoe was still sleeping when we were about to go but disturbing her beauty sleep was not at all a problem for her because she knew we were going out.

Tonight was a very foggy night and our neighborhood looked like one of those in the horror movies where a town has either been abandoned or everyone just disappeared and their village became a ghost town. We were freezing as we walked towards their house which is only three houses down.

Marivic, Mike's wife, opened up the front door for us and Zoe immediately ran inside and played with their two year old daughter Melea. These two were born just a couple of days apart.

Few minutes later, Monsi, Mike's sister who lives next door, came in. We talked for a while until Pat's family arrived. He came with his wife Marichu, and their children Shealene, Kaelan, and Chloe.

All of us live within the same block. My house is in a corner and Pat's house was in the other corner on the same street. There are only two houses in between ours.

Marichu made up this salad which I must admit the most delicious one I have ever had. I forgot what she called it but it was absolutely yummy. I think the wine in it did the trick. Her famous baked salmon was as mouth-watering but she didn't bring one tonight. The other food on the table was pork barbeques and some vegetables.

The children were just busy playing in the living room. At times, they would come and grab a bite of what we were having. Zoe would oftentimes go to her mom and ask for a bite of rice.

Everyone was thankful that we all became neighbors. We were all complementing each other for how nice and friendly each one is. Then we talked about our different stories on how we got our houses.

Houses in Mountain House are not readily available to the buyers. One cannot buy houses just because he/she has money to spend. Buying houses here will require some effort and a lot of patience. You need to attend one of the lottery drawings.....

Mike and his wife, and his Sister came on a Saturday and tried their luck on that week's lottery. But they initially went to a different neighborhood. Their names were not picked so they decided to go and have lunch. On their way out, they found out that our neighborhood, the Liberty, was then having a lottery and was about to begin. There were about a hundred people that day and only five will be lucky enough to purchase a home. Everyone was very impatient that they only give you five minutes to choose which house you want before they pick the next buyer. The first one drawn was Mike and his wife. They couldn't decide which available house they wanted to buy that day. But because of that 5 minute pressure, they chose the biggest house. But they chose what Monsi wanted. But Monsi's name was not picked until the third draw. Her immediate reaction was "What have I got myself into?". Well, they ended up switching a house since they were right next to each other and Monsi really wanted the house that Mike picked. And Marivic loved the house the Monsi picked. Everybody wins.

Pat and Marichu were not planning to buy a house when they walked in to the Liberty office. It was 4:45 in the afternoon on a Saturday. The office should have been opened til 5:00 but the lady in the office immediately closed the door behind them when they got in. She said there is one house available and you've got 15 minutes to decide whether you want to buy it or not. Talk about pressure. The house became available because the original buyer backed-out. While on the tour of the model house, someone called the office and was ready to buy but was put on hold while Pat and Chu decides.

Our story was somewhat similar to that of Pat's. Except that we were really looking for a house to buy and had already been searching for weeks. We've been to the models in Mountain House but when we found out about the lottery, we lost interest. Simply because we were, at the time, staying in Milipitas which is 45 miles away. I didn't wanna drive each Saturday to attend the lottery draws..... We were on our way home, after an exhaustive search of a house in the Pittsburg/Brentwood area, when I asked our realtor to call Mountain House and ask if someone had backed out. Well, someone did, and so we got a home. Our first one.

We finished dinner shortly before 9 o'clock. We all had great time. Even the kids.

November 13, 2004

Got the Skills, Not the Talent

Today I played basketball with my newfound friends. I played the first five minutes and then asked for a time-out. I even asked for a substitution. I was embarrassed but I could no longer breath. It's been years since I played the game.

A lot of them played very well. These guys have talents. I don't. Mine were just skills. Learned through hardwork. I have been playing this game for years but I never really tried harder to excel on it.

I had fun playing today. This is gonna hurt for a couple of days but that's alright.

I'm looking forward to our next games this saturday.....

November 12, 2004

What do you do for a living ?

Tonight, I was introduced again to another train rider. And again, I was asked about my work. For some reason, I always find it difficult to answer this question. I usually start by telling them that I work for IBM. That way they would have an idea what kind of industry I am in.

For me to answer this question requires an assessment on the person asking. How much does he or she knows about my line of work. I wish my title is as well-known as an accountant or a nurse or a teacher. But it's not.

I am a UNIX System dministrator. You're a what? asked the lady who obviously had never heard of it. Who can blame her? Not too many people know what UNIX is. Then, I just told her I work on computers, the big ones. The ones that you never really see or care about.

But she seemed interested about it. What is UNIX? And all of a sudden, all eyes were on me. I felt really uncomfortable because I was never really good at explaining things, especially about my work. But I tried my best to lay it out in layman's term.

UNIX is an operating system. What is an operating system? one of the guys quickly asked this question. Clearly, these guys were just giving me a hard time. I'm sure they knew what it was. Windows, which you are all familiar with is an example of an operating system. It makes our lives easier. It acts as the master controller of the computer, the glue that holds together all the components of the system, including us, humans, which we normally call users. When you want the computer to do something for you, like start a program, copy a file, or display the contents of a directory, it is the operating system that must perform those tasks for you.

Why UNIX? One of them asked. You mean why not Windows? That was supposed to be a joke but no-one laughed..... UNIX, despite the fact that it's more complex and unfriendly, has a lot more advantages than other operating systems like Windows. It is well known for its reliability and flexibility. Most of the high-end servers in the world has UNIX as their operating systems. Especially the ones that host the internet, like google. Google is using almost 10,000 Linux-based servers.

What is Linux? It is one of the many different flavors of UNIX. There are a number of companies that make UNIX operating system. You are all familiar with SUN and HP right? Well, they are the biggest ones in the UNIX world. SUN makes SunOS or Solaris. HP has HPUX. And of course, IBM has AIX. Linux, on the other hand, is somewhat different because it was developed under the GNU or General Public Language, the source code is freely available to everyone.

So, which ones do you manage? Depending on what the clients have. At the moment, I am assigned at one of the J&J companies which has SunOS, Solaris, and HP-UX servers. I try to make sure that these servers run 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, and 365 days a year. I am on-call 24x7. I am also in charge of fixing any hardware problems and making sure that all data or information are protected and are being backed up in a regular basis.

My job is to keep the machines healthy, and keep the users happy.

I guess the question should not be about what I do for a living, but "What I do for THE Living and the Non-Living (--- the machines)".

"Out the wireless NIC, into the hub, through the router, down the T1, over the leased line, off the bridge, past the firewall...nothing but Net."
- MY WORLD -

I Belong Now

No longer will I consider myself an outcast in this train.

But there goes my quiet times. The times I spend to enjoy the beautiful landscapes we pass each morning. And the times I spend in reading my books. They're gone now.

It happened last night.

Pilipino ka ba? The guy sitting next to me had to repeat those words twice. I did not hear him the first time because I was busy reading my book. Brod, Pilipino ka ba? I turned and looked at him with a smile. Yes sir, I am. He asked me if I speak tagalog and I warmly said yes. His name was Al. Denie, whom I have been sharing a shuttle with, shook my hands. The guy in front was Steve. He seemed to be a very cheerful guy. He was one of those who can always think of a joke in every conversation. Him and Al. He took out a piece of paper and asked me for my e-mail address so I can get the invitations when they have gatherings. The next major one is the Christmas Party. Looks like he's the one coordinating this party. It will be held on the 18th of December. He put my name in the list.

He then introduced me to everyone else. There were six pinoys and a couple of pinays in the group that night. They all gave me a warm reception. I am now part of their group. I belong now.

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There were more of them this morning. They all come from different places, Stockton, Tracy, Fremont, and Mountain House. Aling Benny gave me a "buddy application form." Apparently, she can get a 50% off from her next monthly pass if a newbie like me buys one too. There were two more women in the group but I forgot their names. I was never good at remembering names.

This morning's topic of discussion was the NBA games from last night. Filipinos are known to have an obsession in the game of basketball. This is not the national sport in the Philippines but it is so popular among Filipinos that virtually every barangay in the country has at least one basketball court.

Tomorrow, Saturday, I will try to play with these guys .....

November 9, 2004

The Train People

A small red light, blinking in the console of my Honda Pilot, was indicating that I was running out of gas. I moved my sight towards the middle of the dashboard where a digital clock is mounted just on top of the stereo. It was eight minutes before six o'clock in the morning. The ACE Train station in Tracy was still eight miles away and I had to be there before train number 3 arrives. I could make it to the station on time but I doubt if I could make it to the gas station when I come back in the evening. I had no choice but to stop by in a gasoline station. Chevron was the closest one.

The digital display on the pump seemed to be slow than usual. It felt like a tease. Telling me that I should have filled up the night before..... It was last night, on my way back home from the station, when I first saw that tiny lamp lit up. It kept on blinking like it was begging to quench its thirst. But at the time, my stomach was as hungry and I could hear it roar louder than the engine. I chose to go home instead and worry about the car in the morning.

Five gallons of high octane gas is enough for now. It will be good for this entire week. Had I not decided to ride a train going to the office, five gallons will only last a day. Taking the train saves me at least half the money I spend on gas. My car's mileage came down from 90 miles per day to just 20. I wasn't as tired. And this is my simple way of keeping our air clean. One less car on the road.

Today, I almost missed the six o'clock train. I was driving at W. Linne Road, parallel to the tracks when I saw the four bright lights in front of train's huge engine. I was going the opposite way. The sign on the road says 45. That was the speed limit but the needle in my spedometer was already positioned at 12 o'clock. The parking lot is on the other side of the track, so it had become a race between the Pilot and the train to the crossing. I barely made it. I was the last person to get on board.

This is ACE train number 3 en route to San Jose.
Please place your belongings underneath your seats or on your lap.
All Aboard!!!



I see the same faces every morning. Each one of them greets me with a big smile and with that very common american greeting 'how u doin?'. Ahhh, the Train People. Always kind and friendly. The regular folks usually belong to one of the many groups you see in the train. Today has only been my seventh day, so I still feel an outcast. I usually sit close to the group of Filipinos.

On my left is a group of three gentlemen and a lady who are concentrating on their game of poker. Behind me are a couple who are enjoying their movie, Bad Boys II. Across them were a group of people who are busy surfing the internet with their laptops. One of the many features on this train is the free Wi-Fi internet on board. And on the lower level, you will find food and coffee available for everyone at no cost.

Right in front of me is a lady who sits alone by herself. This is the fourth time I've seen her. All those times, she was not with anyone. She is probably a newbie like me. Across us is another woman who's mind is probably out of this world by now because she's been sleeping since I got on board. There was this guy who sits close to the isle who talks to everyone around him. He tells a lot of stories about himself and his brother when they were young. Sometimes he would stand up and talk to a guy four seats down. He seems to be a very friendly guy.

This will be a long hour and a half ride. What shall I do this time? Last week, I spent most of my time reading the "Da Vinci Code." First book I ever finished reading. And yesterday, I finished reading "Tuesdays with morrie." That book was too depressing.

I've got a new book in my back pack. It's another one of Dan Brown's, the "Angels and Demons." It's a gift from an officemate and a friend. Don Pette. He is one of the nicest people in the office. When I arrived yesterday morning, I saw this book in my cubicle. I knew rightaway it's from him so I immediately thanked him for that. But then he asked me, "you haven't bought one yet, have you?" I was going to lie but for some reason he could sense it, and he immediately pulled out the receipt and asked me to take it back to the bookstore and get another one. I told him I'll keep it.

Approaching Vasco Station! Approaching Vasco Station!
Please do not forget to take your belongings with you.
Please take your garbage to the receptacle at the lower level of this train.

Time flies. Half an hour had already passed. I decided not to read the book and just enjoy the ride and write about what I see. The sun is starting to come out. I looked up and see flocks of hundreds of birds flying south. They all seem to be heading where the train is going. They are coming from everywhere. Where are they going? On the left side of the train, I glanced upon a fox with its head sticking out of the tall grasses. Behind it was a beautiful view of the hills which are now emerald green. I can see dozens of cows everywhere. Someday, before the winter begins, I will go to one of these hills with my camera and capture this beauty.

It is now five minutes after seven. We just left the Fremont Station. On the right side of the train is a wide area of salt evaporator. I can see the Dumbarton Bridge farther up. On the left side is a quarry lake where there are different species of birds resting. I can see thousands of them. This place is probably the destination of those birds I saw earlier. Or just their resting place?

Wait, what is that up ahead? So many birds circling an area on top of a hill. What is on that hill? The girl next to me must have noticed my astonishment and said, that my friend, is a dump site. Now it all make sense. Those birds just wanted to eat breakfast and that hill is their Mc Donalds. Well that really wasn't the main reason those birds were flying south. They fly south to migrate. They do that every year when the weather changes. When there is less light in a day, less food made by plants, less insects flying around. They head south because the weather is warmer.

Next stop, Great America.

This is my stop. I enjoyed this trip. I enjoyed the views. And I enjoyed the company of these friendly people. The Train People.

My Journal

This is great. We'll see how it goes.....